Sometimes it seems like the whole world is having a bad day. Or at least it seems that the whole blogging world is...

is it just me or should last comic standing be less dramatic and more... i don't know... funny?

NOFX's "Franco Un-American"

I never thought about the universe, it made me feel small
Never thought about the problems of this planet at all
Global warming, radio-active sites
Imperialistic wrongs and animal rights! No!

Why think of all the bad things when life is so good?
Why help with an 'am' when there's always a 'could'?
Let the whales worry about the poisons in the sea
Outside of California, it's foreign policy

I don't want changes, I have no reactions
Your dilemmas are my distractions

That's no way to go, Franco Un-American
No way to go, Franco Un-American
No way to go, Franco Un-American
No way to go, Franco, Franco Un-American

I never looked around, never second-guessed
Then I read some Howard Zinn now I'm always depressed
And now I can't sleep from years of apathy
All because I read a little Noam Chomsky

I'm eating vegetation, 'cause of Fast Food Nation
I'm wearing uncomfortable shoes 'cause of globalization
I'm watching Michael Moore expose the awful truth
I'm listening to Public Enemy and Reagan Youth

I see no world peace 'cause of zealous armed forces
I eat no breath-mints 'cause they're from de-hoofed horses
Now I can't believe; what an absolute failure
The president's laughing 'cause we voted for Nader

That's no way to go, Franco Un-American
No way to go, Franco Un-American
No way to go, Franco Un-American
Where can we go, Franco Un-American

I want to move north and be a Canadian
Or hang down low with the nice Australians
I don't want to be another "I-don't-care"-ican
What are we gonna do Franco, Franco Un-American

i'm watching 'clean house' it's amazing how much filth people can deal with living in. i mean my room is not clean at all but it's nothing compared to some of the homes that grown adults live in.
It also surprises me how attatched people are to thier junk, they cry and say that the clean house people are killing them. There's so much crap that people need to hang on to for some reason.
strange that some people hang on to stuff like other people hang on to lies or guilt or control or something like that...

I bought fabric for my dress today, I am so excited to make it!

I'm making the one that the model is wearing. Only mine is going to be straight green.

I really want to get good at sewing now because the dress is only going to cost me like $10.00. It would be way more than that in a store and it wouldn't be fitted for me :)

Split EP Release Show

Jenna and I went to the Gazillioin+Sonicade+Capitol Jay EP release concert last night at the Ritz. It was really good, we missed Capitol Jay and the beginning of Sonicade's set but it was okay. I really do love Capitol Jay but Jenna was not in a hurry :)

I got a sweet deal: Gazillion T-shirt, the EP, a poster, and a Best Kept Secret sticker for ten dollars. Marshall (Bass) was standing by the table when I bought them. I said "Marshall I feel bad, it's such a good deal" he said "yeah, it's a steal." "you see," I said," It's like I'm robbing you." and the guy behind the table said "yeah, at cash point..."

After the concert Jenna and I talked to the band because we both love all of those guys. Too bad Mike (Used to be Drummer) isn't there anymore, come to think of it. If anyone knows a good drummer that wants to be in a band, and not like a garage band, they're pretty big, you should have them go to a gazillion concert and talk to the guys. They're still looking for someone.

Brandy was reminiscing this morning as she looked at the new poster in my wall. She said it's funny that that used to be her and Paul and now I'm the one going out to see my friend's band.

I love Gazillion and Capitol Jay and Sonicade!
check them out at www.limerickrecords.com

Occupado

getting a job as a teenager is quite possibly the easiest thing i have ever done in my life. I mean, really, I actually wrote "I love to serve with a smile! :)" on the application.

will the slightest traces of competence get me all the way through life?

Insomnia

I don't really sleep well. I've never really slept well especially when i have a lot of junk to think about. That's why I'm posting right now, I can't sleep. And if you've been following closely, dear reader you will find that i was up at around three in the am yesterday too.

Today i woke up at two and i'm still up, I just kind of lay in the dark and hope that sleep will come to me, sometimes it does, sometimes it doesn't. Today i decided to call Mike, i mean if he can call me at three i can call him at four right? Yeah, he was already awake and walking around with one of his friends. What is wrong with everyone. Is this just something that everyone does and we all just don't know it but everyone is awake in the wee hours of the morning and we lie awake alone when really we could be doing something.

I should start doing laundry but i'm a pretty clumsy person and i'm sure i'll make a lot of noise and wake B&P up. Unless they're already awake...

I just know i can't be the only one up right now...

The Itsy Bitsy Spider and Other Unwelcome Friends.

Unwelcome friend incedence #1: There is a small crawling biting unwelcome little friend living in my room. I think that he or she hitched a ride on the furniture that i brought up from the basement to redecorate my room with. I have little bites everywhere, on my hands, my back, my arms, my neck, even on my fingers and toes. The recent spider incidences coupled with the fact that yesterday Brandy and I caught whiffs of cat pee coming from somewhere in, on, or around the couch area has blown up into a house deep cleaning extravaganza! I'm happy, my whole room is being stripped and cleaned YAY!

Unwelcome friend incedence #2: 2:54 am Monday, October 08. My phone rings and for some reason I am already awake, i answer:
Mike: hey
Hannah: hello mike
Mike: did i wake you up?
Hannah: no...
Mike: you should come over
Hannah: no...
Mike: why not!?
Hannah: because it's... 2:56 in the morning
Mike: Hannaaaah! come ooooonnnn!
Hannah: no...
Mike: why not!?
Hannah: no mike...
Mike: you should come over though.
Hannah: no...

I'm sure you get the idea. This conversation went on for about 10 minutes before he conceded and i said that i'd come over if he called me at a time when normal people were up.

he called me at 10:00 this morning.

*sigh* i love my friends, i love my friends, i love my friends...